Steel City Roots

perfectquote:

“The moment you feel like you have to prove your worth to someone is the moment you absolutely and utterly have to walk away.”

— Alyssia Harris

thoughtkick:

“The cost of not following your heart is spending the rest of your life wishing you had.”

— Unknown

billiejeans-teeth:

its just not full like it used to be.

and he still loves you and hes still holding you closely and youre still warm and safe. but its gone quiet where the life was. maybe you changed or maybe he changed, or maybe it was always like this. you dont feel bored. you just arent happy either. you are nothing, if not waiting.

there is a hunger you cant fill. a sadness only you can feel. he rolls over in his sleep and you feel like a villain in a movie, destroying something beautiful and soft. so you stay.

you try and make it comfortable, the in between. the bedroom of his mums apartment with the lights off. you know you dont want this to be forever but slowly, slowly. it becomes.

you will wake up next to him one day. this time, in the bedroom of your own apartment. there are two silver rings, a dining set and throw blankets. it was never too late. it was just never the right time, either. its difficult to regret. its harder not to.